Is bloggin dead? I think so... It so boring! gah!

FUCK YO SHIT. You went out nigga. How you gon get into some shit and cuss me out before I even know the situation? FUCK YO SHIT NIGGA. You ain SHIT to me no mo. You went out nigga. You out nigga. Fuck you. I dun know you, you dun know me. If you see me on the street, dun even try an' say wsup. We're fuckn' TOTAL strangers. We ain brothers, we ain SHIT no more.

YOU'RE DEAD TO ME

Anyways I just needed to post today so I remember this date that this dumb shit happened. SO what happened today? I went over to Amanda's to kick it with Tamara, Dorothy, Amanda, Jma, Lily, her friend, Linda, Chris, Alan, Lai Lio and Jennie. It was a blast. Honestly I didn't think about the whole situation up there (the cussing and angriness) till I was walkn home from there. Anyways, that shit is over. He's out. Anyways, what's new? School is doing better. This week I worked helluv hard. I'm doing pretty god. The only thing I'm worried about it Ms. Mason's class, again. (sigh) bad shit... yet good, but bad. School life has been going okay, social life is going good, I dun hang out witht he fellas as much no more, buh we still closer than ever, girlfriend relationship thing is going good, and it seems the only thing going bad is what just happened earlier today. Hmmm... well... another thing happened where a close friend is mad at me, but she won't let me help so... grr... I dun really get her deal so whatever. Oh shit another close friend is also mad at me. ugh... Bad stuff, nvm. Whatever... so I guess friends AREN'T going that great. But I gotta sacrafice that for academics... I guess... =\ Workouts have begun again and I started to take supplementive muscle enhancer creatine. It makes you crazy solid buff. I'm about where I left off in about 3 days. (I left off working out like 3 months) SO imagine soon... yes I will be longing for that sexier body. It will come to me. I will have to work harder to get it. I need some more white tall tees, can someone please get me some? I need some white and black ones. XXL tall tees please. =] Peeple that are mad at me [A, J, and M] okay just to refresh myself if I read it and forget. god damn it... Now that I'm thinkin of this shit, I just dun even know anymore... *sigh* Cmon 2005 spirit... KICK IN. DO BETTER.

Okay so anyways is the first day back to school. I turned in all work for Dr. Brown and instead of my 2nd marking period report card being an average gpa of 2.67, it is actually a 3.17 or 3.33. Good stuff. =] But today in 4th period a loose tile on the ceiling of the roof fell and broke on my head. It didn't hurt, but was a bit shocking. People were laughing. I was confused. haha anyways...

Here goes some nice facts.

[ .001. ] first name: Sunny
[ .002. ] middle name: Faicheung
[ .003. ] last name: Lam
[ .004. ] nickname(s): Lang Jai Sunny

[ .005. ] gender: I have a penis, therefore it makes me dominant and male.

[ .006. ] age: I am 15 years of age.
[ .007. ] birthday: August 24^th, 1989
[ .008. ] height: 5’9
[ .009. ] hair color: BLACK like how us Asians are intended to look. Fuckn Asians… haha
[ .010. ] eye color: Dark brown
[ .011. ] race: Chinese and Taiwanese
[ .012. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: I wear my own natural eye contacts. (no dumbos)
[ .013. ] do you have braces: No. My teeth were FAWKED when they were coming in though. Now they’re normal. Or so I think… haha
[ .014. ] is your hair long or short: Short… but long spikes? Count?

[ .015. ] where were you born: I was born in Providence hospital which is now Summit hospital
[ .016. ] current location: Oakland, Bay Area
[ .017. ] zodiac sign: Virgo
[ .018. ] how many languages do you know: 4
[ .019. ] nationality: Chinese
[ .020. ] bad habits: I tend to talk VERY LOUDLY and yell for no apparent reasons…

[ .021. ] piercings you have: Earlobes
[ .022. ] piercings you want: Tounge

[ .023. ] tattoos you have: None.
[ .024. ] tattoos you want: One on my lower side of my neck. My Chinese last name.
[ .025. ] today's date: January 2, 2005
[ .026. ] the time: 12:06pm, I only had 2 hours of sleep last night
[ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions: I don’t know, but I do have a penis if that helps…

F A M i L Y
[ .028. ] mother's name: Ma, Shut Fan Lam, aka Josephine Lam
[ .029. ] father's name: Papa aka Joseph Lam
[ .030. ] step-parent's names, if any: Nah

[ .031. ] brother(s)'s name(s): Eddie Lam

[ .032. ] sister(s)'s name(s): Ceci(lia) Lam
[ .033. ] favorite aunt: 3^rd aunt. She’s rich.
[ .034. ] favorite uncle: My dad’s younger brother. He’s so fat and jolly.
[ .035. ] favorite grandparent: Unfortunately… I’ve only remembered meeting one and the rest I met when I was like 1 year old so yeah…

[ .036. ] worst relative: I don’t know my relatives. They’re all back east. Maybe one of my uncles because he is a little pussy ass nigga that was too afraid to speak up for his wife’s dumbass reason for jealousy.
[ .037. ] best relative: Don’t know…
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: Yes

[ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you?: My sister at times when she has something to work with, and my brother. (depending if I tell them about my problems or not)

P E T S
[ .040. ] do you have any pets: Yes
[ .041. ] what are their names: Angel and Wayne, and the late Booger.
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: Dog and Cats

S C H 0 0 L
[ .043. ] are you still in school: Yes
[ .044. ] did you drop out: No, never
[ .045. ] current gpa, or last gpa you got: Currently a lot better than what I HAD which was a 3.0

[ .046. ] favorite grade: 7^th grade, I was so care free and not self conscious. Everyone just had fun.
[ .047. ] least favorite grade: I liked them all
[ .048. ] favorite teacher: Ms. Dinell and Mr. Crandall
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: I don’t have one
[ .050. ] favorite subject: Music
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: Advanced algebra/ Trig; Math.
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: I mooch
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: No, I keep on getting lazy and forgetting to join. I’m a bit intimidated too. FOOTBALL AND WRESTLING

[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular ativities: Nothing right now, but last year I was in kiwin’s, accel, and still am in Aypal.

[ .055. ] are/was you popular: I would say I’m quite popular. Hopefully for  good reasons.
[ .056. ] favorite dance: Going dumb
[ .057. ] favorite memory: Elementary times

[ .058. ] least favorite dance: When nobody is dancing.
[ .059. ] least favorite memory: Having someone say, “I don’t like you.” For no kind of reason.

[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: when I peed on myself at my friend’s sleepover back then

F A V 0 R i T E S
[ .061. ] number: 1, don’t know why
[ .062. ] clothing brand: New Era, footlocker, champs
[ .063. ] shoes: Whatever I have that looks nice with what I’m wearing
[ .064. ] saying: End everything with a your mama does - - - or you could - - - shut up. Haha

[ .065. ] tv show: I stopped watching lately. Football.
[ .066. ] sport: Football, skateboarding, wrestling, and extreme stamp collecting.
[ .067. ] vegetable: Spinach and Choi Sum.
[ .068. ] fruit: Peaches, apples, oranges, whatever is a bit round.
[ .069. ] movie: Zoolander, and love battlefield
[ .070. ] magazine: Maxim

[ .071. ] actor: Brad Pitt
[ .072. ] actress: I don’t know…
[ .073. ] candy: S'mores
[ .074. ] gum: Eclipse
[ .075. ] scent: Burberry, Chanel

[ .076. ] candy bar: three musketeers
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: Cookie dough
[ .078. ] color: white, black, grey
[ .079. ] season: Summer

[ .080. ] holiday: Thanksgiving, Christmas, New years, and Chinese New Years. $$ CASH ME OUT! =]
[ .081. ] band: Plain White t’s

[ .082. ] singer: A lot of them
[ .083. ] group: G-unit

[ .084. ] rapper: Ludacris
[..085. ] type of music: Anything except for hardcore and country

[ .086. ] thing in your room: Bed, couch, this thing I’m typing on.
[ .087. ] place to be: In the streets
[ .089. ] tv channel: 43., 63, 550-560, 33, 35, 45, 54, and 55
[ .090. ] junk food: Double cheeseburger from Mickey D’s
[ .091. ] overall food: Cheez itz, fruit snacks, and cereal
[ .092. ] store: Hat stores
[ .093. ] shoe brand: Nike and Reeboks
[ .094. ] fast food: McDonalds
[ .095. ] restaurant: …
[ .096. ] shape: Penis
[ .097. ] time of day: ALL DAY
[ .098. ] country: China
[ .099. ] state: California
[ .100. ] boys name: Llyod
[ .101. ] girls name: Fate, Destiny, Star, Dazzle, I like stripper names… haha
[ .102. ] mall: valley fair, southland, stoneridge, hilltop, and sun valley.
[ .103. ] video game: Halo, metal gear solid- - -, football games
[ .104. ] shampoo: Whatever smells good
[ .105. ] board game: twister
[ .106. ] computer game: Counterstrike and random games online
[ .107. ] car: 820i BMW
[ .108. ] music video: Iuno, the ones with alotta booty shakin. haha
[ .109. ] swear word: Fuck, shit, fart, poodle sticks, dang nabbit.
[ .110. ] word: dude
[ .111. ] month: Smarch
[ .112. ] cartoon character: Peter Griffin

 [ .113. ] scary movie: Scary movies are stupid
[ .114. ] team: GO COLTS!
[ .115. ] possession: What?

 P R i V A T E L i F E
[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: Yes
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: My girlfriend…? haha
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: family.. debatin’ on…*cough*
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: yeh dude
[ .190. ] how many people have you kissed: … uhhh… none…? =X
[ .191. ] who was your first kiss: Amber
[ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: Iuno, I hope not a lot.
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: none.

[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: Don’t sum it up, it’s a fucking big ass topic dumbass!

[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: Nice, sweet, MEAN, cute, beautiful, nice full figured, beautiful, stunning, gorgeous, great smile, the greatest.

[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: Yes
[ .197. ] please post it if you do: That isn’t a question!
[ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: Yes.
[ .199. ] please post it if you do: THIS ISN’T ONE EITHER!
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: I judge and approach based on looks, personality is what keeps me talking to them.
[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: OH, MY, GOD, NooOo!! EwWWwW!
[ .202. ] are you still friend: EWWWwwwWwieEe!
[ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke: Nah

[ .204. ] Not even smoked weed: no, lol wth? Why is this like intended for smokers or something? haha
[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: no
[ .206. ] how about a little x: No
[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: No, I’m not white. OoOo! BURNNNNNNN! haha
[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: Beer Good
[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: I drink beer. A lot of it. Oh wait, not anymore though.

[ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: It’s a drink to compliment a well made meal.
[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: Beer
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: Marlboro red, if I was to… ¬_¬
[ .213. ] are you a virgin: Yes… what would make you think otherwise?
[ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some: Uhhh… I’m a virgin. I don’t know what getting some is. What is some? Is some it? Cause if it is some then I forsurely didn’t get some of it. … =\??? haha

Your Friends:

[ .231. ] best friend: Karen Lum

[ .232. ] known longest: Sadly enough… Eric…
[ .233. ] wish you talked to more: All the ones I don’t talk to a lot.

[ .234. ] wish you saw more: Jennie, but too much can be a pain… just answering truthfully.
[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: MANY
[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: Yen Yen, Yen Yen if you read this, sorry, but you do. You’re still uberly unique and cool though.
[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: Chris Sandiego, Sang Nguyen

[ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': Nah, she wasn’t a good friend.

[ .239. ] craziest: Me
[ .240. ] loudest: Me
[ .241. ] shyest: The ones that I barely know. haha
[ .242. ] best hair: Chris and me

[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: Thanh, I make myself laugh by making other people laugh.
[ .244. ] best eyes: Rita Trowbridge
[ .245. ] best body: Jennie Nguyen
[ .246. ] most athletic: None of us. Haha I guess Sang and Tuan.
[ .247. ] sex symbol: I would say me… haha
[ .248. ] hot tempered: Tuan
[ .249. ] most impatient: I don’t know…
[ .250. ] shortest: Victoria Lam
[ .251. ] tallest: Iuno, the tall ones shit.
[ .252. ] talented: with… what? Tounges? Haha. Hands?
[ .253. ] best singer: Emmy Tang and Jennie Nguyen.
[ .254. ] skinniest: Emmy Tang (not in the bad way)
[ .255. ] nicest: Jimmy Nguyen

[ .256. ] best personality: They all have very unique personalities, there is no best.
[ .257. ] biggest drug user: =O! Drugs?! =O! WHO?!

HAVE Y0U EVER:
[ .258. ] flashed someone: Yes
[ .259. ] told the person you liked how you felt: yeh dude

 [ .260. ] been to michigan: … wtf…?
[ .261. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: Yes
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: Yes
[ .263. ] skateboarded: for 3-4 years.
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: YES YES and YES! I even got pictures. haha
[ .265. ] stolen anything: I use to steal balloons from Lucky’s up there in Montclaire. They just use to have so many by those flowers.haha
[ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: nah It’s okay. CONNIE TOOK OUT SOME QUESTIONS. JEESH
[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: Sadly.. yeh…
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: YES! Hahahah!

[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: On someone… haha
[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: Yeh, I walked in and walked out.
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: Not on the lips

 [ .273. ] gone on a road trip: A couple.
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: Yeh I guess.

[ .275. ] been to a concert: Yes
[ .276. ] been to another country: Yess

[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: Yea..
[ .278. ] got pulled over: Yea
[ .279. ] got in a car accident: No
[ .280. ] broke a law: Most likely
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: Yes.
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: No, I care for other’s people’s feelings too. They can’t LIVE without me. Haha jk jk!

[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: uhhh… I don’t think that works for a guy.
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: Yeh
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: yeh
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways? …haha

OPiNiONS
[ .287. ] what do you think...about pop music: It’s great, very poppy

[ .288. ] about boy bands: As long as they got the vocals.
[ .289. ] about flag burning: No point.
[ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: Sad
[ .291. ] about suicide: Dumb
[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: They suck fat ones
[ .293. ] about abortion: It’s up to mommy or… uhhh… she ain a mommy if it gets aborted huh… it’s up to pregnant lady… haha

[ .294. ] about rock/metal music: I love to rock out to rockin songs.
[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: Clubbin and schoolin’ as a plastic surgeon.

[ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: Hopefully, all of em.
[ .297. ] last birthday: Stayed at home and did nothing, but go out and eat with parents.
[ .298. ] yesterday: I stayed at home to finish ALL of Dr. Brown’s hw. AND FINISHED! =]
[ .299. ] last weekend: Hang out with girlfriend… Honestly… I don’t remember.
[ .300. ] christmas: I ate with my family and friends. Then me and Sang, Tim, Chris, Aaron, and Gary all went and drove around n kicked it. And bowled.
[ .301. ] thanksgiving: HELLA FOOD… OMG
[ .302. ] new year's: Nothing really. Restate my resolutions. Eat with Amity and senior friends from school and my girlfriend. Then after went to Chris’s party. Then went home.
[ .303. ] halloween: Trick Or Treated! But I barely got any this year… -_-
[ .304. ] easter: I don’t celebrate it…
[ .305. ] valentine's day: the last one? Uhhh… I don’t remember that one either.

The Last...
[ .306. ] thing you ate: Roasted Chicken
[ .307. ] thing you drank: Water
[ .308. ] thing you wore: South Pole Jeans, footlocker tall tee black and white, NBA fitted all around teams hat (Sang’s) ;D
[ .309. ] place you went: School
[ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: Ears

[ .311. ] person you saw: My sister
[ .312. ] person you kissed: Karena… nah jk ahha Jennifer.
[ .313. ] person you fucked: I’ma virgin. ¬_¬
[ .314. ] person you talked to: Jennifer and sister
[ .315. ] song you heard: Good charlotte- girls and boys or something

I cried it out last night. I still have some more in me, but no more tears shall be shed. New year, new beginning. I promise to myself:

NO MORE DRINKING, NO MORE SMOKING, NO MORE CUTTING (not even on days we dun do shit), NO MORE BAD HABITS, Being a better son and little brother, Improve on my studies and my studying skills, work on my health and physical appeal, IMPROVE THE GRADES, BE A BETTER FRIEND TO MY FRIENDS, and just be a better person.

Why do I pick these things? It is because I am TIRED of being so full of flaws. People need to realize that smoking, drinking, cutting, whatever, is not cool. It never was, and it never will be. Who cares if you can take 15 shots more than another person? It's almost like sayin I can be a better JACKASS than you. I'm tired of watching my friends and myself just do dumbstuff. From now on I vow to not do those things anymore. I shall be a great boyfriend, an outstanding student, a best of the best friend, and a flawless son and little brother. I vow these things to whoever the fuck is up there. The higher authority, I vow to you.

Those tears last night... they were not really as much tears of pain and sorrow... more like tears of pleasure and joy. So people there last night, don't worry about me. Also to my darling girlfriend, I'm sorry you saw me like that. Many bad memories have stained our minds from this year. Many are regretted. But what is most important is the good memories that will be remembered, memorized, and cherished from the past year and be with us for the rest of our lives. Forget the rest. Focus on what matters. Welcome to 2005 people. Happy New Years. To a new beginning.